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hikikomori wife mode
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this is my cave that i live in do you like it. i;m gonna be real it's midnight i can't think of anything to write so i'm just gonna put in some blinkies and stamps and call it a day.
i'm not particularly a fan of throbbing gristle myself, but the singer genesis p-orridge and lady jaye choosing to become more and more like each other as an act of love makes my heart hurt so much. and i was confused for a second as to why i would be so moved by something like that, and then i think about hitori, and i think about vanni, and my heart hurts more.... it's very romantic to assimilate into one another, isn't it?
in hannibal season 1, episode 2 "amuse-bouche" -- the killer connects people together with mushrooms. i think it would be a very romantic way to go, being connected on such a level like that, but i don't want to die. i want everybody to be connected together with me, so we can all live together happily. is that idealistic?
"A living man or woman was tied to a rotting corpse, face to face, mouth to mouth, limb to limb, with an obsessive exactitude in which each part of the body corresponded with its matching putrefying counterpart. Shackled to their rotting double, the man or woman was left to decay. To avoid the starvation of the victim and to ensure the rotting bonds between the living and the dead were fully established, the Etruscan robbers continued to feed the victim appropriately. Only once the superficial difference between the corpse and the living body started to rot away through the agency of worms, which bridged the two bodies, establishing a differential continuity between them, did the Etruscans stop feeding the living. Once both the living and the dead had turned black through putrefaction, the Etruscans deemed it appropriate to unshackle the bodies, by now combined together, albeit on an infinitesimal, vermicular level. Although the blackening of the skin indicated the superficial indifferentiation of decay (the merging of bodies into a black slime), for the Etruscans – executioners gifted with metaphysical literacy and alchemical ingenuity – it signalled an ontological exposition of the decaying process which had already started from within. Also known as the blackening of decay or chemical necrosis, nigredo is an internal but outward process in which the vermicular differentiation of worms and other corpuscles makes itself known in the superficial register of decay as that which undifferentiates. For the Etruscan pirates, chemistry started from within but its existence was registered on the surface, so to speak; explicit or ontologically registered decay was merely a superficial symptom of an already founded decay, decay as a pre-established universal chemistry." -- Reza Negarestani, "The Corpse Bride: Thinking with Nigredo"
you make such a good man (619 words) by kageki
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Hatoful Kareshi | Hatoful Boyfriend
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Nanaki Kazuaki/Uzune Hitori, Fujishiro Nageki/Uzune Hitori
Characters: Nanaki Kazuaki, Uzune Hitori, Fujishiro Nageki (Mentioned)
Additional Tags: Dubious Consent, Implied/Referenced Incest, Drunk Sex, trans kazuaki, Unprotected Sex
Summary: Hitori's been coming over a lot, recently, smelling of beer and smoke.
start us off, you swing first (975 words) by kageki
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Hatoful Kareshi | Hatoful Boyfriend
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Nanaki Kazuaki/Uzune Hitori, Iwamine Shuu/Nanaki Kazuaki
Characters: Nanaki Kazuaki, Uzune Hitori, Fujishiro Nageki, Iwamine Shuu
Additional Tags: Hospitalization, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Breakup, shrine au
Summary: Kazuaki wakes from a dreamless sleep in a sterile white room. Is the afterlife really so quiet? He remembers having heard he would wake up on a train, instead.
